I'm having a hard time right now. I've fallen off the wagon and have been tumbling down a long hill, and my wagon is no longer in sight. I went back to drinking pop and with that have been eating like a horse. Not just any horse either, like a champion horse....one that wins medals and stuff. lol! I haven't been exercising at all, and probably have gained about 10 pounds, I'm guessing. I really need to get back on it. I feel horrible and I know that if I were to start doing good again... I'd look better, I'd feel better, and my confidence would go back up.

I don't know if it's from all the junk food, but I'm also breaking out again quite a lot. So that's not helping with my self esteem. I thought about getting some kind of acne light treatment but I don't think it's bad enough for that quite yet. I'm definitely keeping that in mind for the future though. I had a friend that had it done and she was very happy with the result.

I need to just buck up and start doing what I know I need to do. I've been letting my emotions and stress get the better of me and I can't do that anymore. I need to do better! I can do better, much better.